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That Dirty Rag of Discouragement

October 22, 2014 By momcafe 64 Comments

That Dirty Rag of Discouragement

 

I have been stuffing that old nasty rag in my mouth lately…

Ya know the one?

The one that is drenched in the toxic waste of discouragement and defeat, hopelessness, and frustration.

It tastes awful.

I hate when things don’t go my way.

But life is a lot about things that simply don’t go our way.

Dreams dying. Finances flailing. Relationships breaking. Health plummeting. Careers crashing. Marriages crumbling. Situations swirling all around us, swooping in for the kill…

Pick your poison.

Life doesn’t go our way- often.

So that old rag…

It’s soiled in the weight of life’s disappointments and oh, how they smell of rotting despair. That rancid rag can choke us if we choose to shove it further down so deep it reaches and takes hold of our hearts. It can suffocate the very life out of us if we let it.

I can thankfully still breathe, but I am chewing on some mighty tarnished threads these days.

So while gnawing ferociously on one giant bite of this rag, I head off to get an MRI on my ankle. I sprained it earlier this summer, and it never healed. How do you ask?

While visiting my sister’s beautiful home, we played a good ol’ game of t-ball out on her front lawn. It was the perfect summer day for a game and the perfect players chosen for such a thing… us and our kids. I carefully plotted around all the divots in the yard using an assortment of orange cones so I wouldn’t sprain my ankle and as I was running into first base off a great hit (I can’t really remember the hit, but I need some kind of redeeming grace here) my foot caught one of the undetected divots and I went down.

Well played, irony.

So, after months of sharp pains, pulsating aches, and lingering pinches I finally went to the doctor who wanted to assess the damage, hence the MRI.

While driving to this inconvenient and irritating medical appointment, that would incur an expense we didn’t have the funds to pay, I was officially gagging on that rag after receiving more really bad news.

Getting comfy on the cold, hard, unforgiving MRI bed, I put my headphones on to listen to my chosen playlist they nicely offered me to drown out the blasting sound and distract me from the discomfort of this entire situation.

I chose Worship Music, thinking Lord knows I need it.

And as the thundering assault of drums began and the waves of reverberation startled my heavy heart, something entirely profound gripped my rag and tore it out- leaving me to gasp and inhale freshly formed air…

My mind flashed through the last MRI I had, the one checking for cancer. Then came the flood of thoughts of people I know and the ones I don’t, who have been beaten and buried by the monster. I flashed through so many more poor souls who endure the grueling onslaught of treatments and pain and countless MRIs listening to these bombs go off as they lay still wondering what the images will find. I thought of the countless sick children, who must be terrified of this experience in a world where they never have a choice.

And then the praise and worship music started, with the rhythmic pulsating beats going off competing for my ears, barely allowing the song to be heard.

But I listened. Carefully. Intently.

And…

Something awoke in me.

And my eyes began to water.

And I knew.

This life?

 

It’s a gift.

 

Even the bad parts. The things that don’t go our way.

If we are here, even sucking on bitter sour rags- Moaning and groaning about our circumstances and our pain…

We are indeed blessed.

Living through all the low-lying valleys and the highest mountaintops, and each climb or fall in between.

Cherish it all. This life is to be savored.

Even the crappy parts that leave us choking on our dirty rags.

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Filed Under: Encouragement in Expression, Encouragement in Faith, Encouragement in Healing Tagged With: bad days, Bitterness, Burdens, Discouragement, Encouragement, Encouragement in Faith, Things don't go your way

Comments

  1. Kerri says

    October 22, 2014 at 3:07 pm

    That is how sometimes I view being Bridget’s mom. Overpowering and empowering at the same time. I am still finding my groove, so to speak. But it is in the finding that I discover exactly what she and our family are capable of.

    I hope the results come in soon and the cure is a relaxing beach vacation 🙂

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    • momcafe says

      October 26, 2014 at 12:47 am

      I will TAKE that relaxing beach vacation!!! LOL

      I just love how you said that about being Bridget’s mom. That is just so beautiful Kerri!! “But it is in the finding that I discover exactly what she and our family are capable of…” YES!!! <3

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  2. Derek says

    October 22, 2014 at 3:32 pm

    I agree be thankful for what we have because someone always has less. Great writing Chrissy.

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    • momcafe says

      October 26, 2014 at 12:39 am

      I love you for reading this! You’re my everything. <3

      Reply
  3. Janine Huldie says

    October 22, 2014 at 4:36 pm

    Aww, Chris I am saying prayers for you with the results and just for better days to come now. If anyone deserves and is worthy of all good things it is you my friend 😉

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    • momcafe says

      October 26, 2014 at 12:38 am

      You are such a LOVE Janine!! Thanks hun. SO much!! The ankle is just a stupid pain- nothing huge, this I know. But other things are not well, but I know deep within, despite hardship there is always always enough of life to treasure!! God really got my attention that night. Powerful. 🙂

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  4. Lisa @ The Meaning of Me says

    October 22, 2014 at 5:39 pm

    Isn’t it amazing how easy it is to keep listing things that are lousy once we get started? I know that’s how my brain works. My Grandfather always said, “Remember…there is always someone worse off than you.” It doesn’t minimize what plagues us at any given moment, but it’s a perspective-changer.

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    • momcafe says

      October 26, 2014 at 12:36 am

      And sometimes I am choking on that rag so hard that it’s almost impossible to change my perspective! But there are times, like this one- where my heart cracked wide open to really understand the depths of this gift we have. Even IN our valleys… even in our grumblings and moans of despair and defeat. Cherish it all. ALL of it.

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  5. Candice says

    October 22, 2014 at 7:15 pm

    Well said. Glad ‘perspective’ found you whilr listening to that loud machine. Let me know what test reveals about your ankle. So sorry you injured yourself like this at our home. Boo!

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    • momcafe says

      October 26, 2014 at 12:34 am

      God has a way of reaching us in the most unpredictable ways, doesn’t He? It was truly ‘heart-opening’… oh, how I love when He does that!! And yeah- can you believe this stupid ankle is still a mess? Ugh. Will let you know sis. LOVE you!

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  6. Laurie says

    October 22, 2014 at 7:46 pm

    You nailed it, my friend. As much as I don’t like it sometimes, this is life and I am alive. Beautifully written as usual. xo

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    • momcafe says

      October 26, 2014 at 12:33 am

      I had you on my mind after I wrote this, Laurie. I just knew it would speak to your heart!! You are always on my mind and in my thoughts and prayers my friend… <3

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  7. Considerer says

    October 22, 2014 at 8:01 pm

    I enjoyed my MRI (am I just weird?) cos it felt like being IN dubstep. It was pretty cool.

    You’re right though – we can get too hooked into our own misery and upsets and let it consume us, when we should be out there looking for ways to bless other people. That heals us.

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    • momcafe says

      October 26, 2014 at 12:32 am

      And even if we ARE in our own misery- we are feeling and living and experiencing something. There are hills and valleys in this life. And even though we can get stuck in our valley, our hearts can still embrace life while we are there. THAT is the gift we must choose to cherish. And just like that night, I found this amazing joy in the midst of discouragement. Joy in realizing my life (your life- our life) is truly a gift to treasure.

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  8. My Inner Chick says

    October 22, 2014 at 9:22 pm

    We are all so UTTERLY human, aren’t we? Damn it.

    Have your pity party. In fact, I’ll have one w/ you, dear.

    Yes, I’ve had a few in my days. Long ones.

    Anyhow… When I’m feeling really low, I think— ( NO! not that somebody has it worse off )

    I think, “This is not my Home! this is not my home. this is not my home.”

    Luvin’ you from MN. xx

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    • momcafe says

      October 26, 2014 at 12:26 am

      “This is NOT our home”… yes yes yes… <3

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  9. Beth Teliho says

    October 22, 2014 at 9:24 pm

    It’s all about perspective, isn’t it? Beautiful post, Chris. xo

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    • momcafe says

      October 25, 2014 at 11:54 pm

      It sounds so cliche, but when it hits you hard and your heart opens into this profound moment of realization- yes, Beth. Yes it is all about perspective!! I just need God to use some thundering bolts from an MRI machine and a bit of Josh to change it. 😉

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  10. Susannah says

    October 22, 2014 at 11:44 pm

    Beautiful writing, Chris. You touch so many with your words. Kind of like Josh Groban. You know that, right?
    Heart you.

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    • momcafe says

      October 25, 2014 at 11:52 pm

      OH Susannah!!! How you bless me so…

      No. I don’t really know that- and you raise me up to more than I can be with that precious encouragement!!!! Heart you more. <3

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  11. Lisa @ The Golden Spoons says

    October 23, 2014 at 1:37 am

    I LOVE that song, but haven’t listened to it in so long! You are so right my dear friend – this life is a gift. I have been drowning in busyness lately and just completely exhausted, struggling to keep up with it all. I have been forgetful of the gift. Thanks for the reminder!

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    • momcafe says

      October 25, 2014 at 11:50 pm

      I know- that song immediately puts me in this ‘place of worship’… and being surrounded by the stale and sterile MRI room laying there with the thunderous pounding sounds going on behind it- God really got my attention. Cherish even the busyness my dear friend!!! Cherish it all… 🙂 XOXO

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  12. Tamara says

    October 23, 2014 at 2:07 am

    I love that song!
    Funny because I actually have dreams in which I’m literally sucking on a rotten tasting rag. I’m not kidding. I Hate those dreams. I now know they symbolize exactly what you describe – the poisons, the doubts, the bad voices.

    And yet, so many gifts in one life.

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    • momcafe says

      October 25, 2014 at 11:48 pm

      Oh wow T!!! Really? Isn’t THAT interesting… hmm… wow. Even the poisons and doubts and bad voices are part of the entire big tapestry of this gift we call life. I am just learning to cherish even those parts.

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  13. Kim says

    October 23, 2014 at 2:15 am

    This was exactly the post I needed to read right now. I have been in a little slump (for so many reasons all of which are petty!!!).
    Even though I know it (and remind myself daily), my life is great and I should focus on how great it is and not the little down things.
    And, I love that Josh Groban song!!!

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    • momcafe says

      October 25, 2014 at 11:46 pm

      You and me BOTH sister!!! lets cherish it, shall we? And cherish to me, doesn’t mean forcing ourselves to be ‘happy’- it simply means realizing even the crappy stuff/petty stuff/hard stuff etc. is part of this gift.

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  14. Alison says

    October 23, 2014 at 5:32 am

    Perspective – it’s a powerful thing, isn’t it?

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    • momcafe says

      October 25, 2014 at 11:45 pm

      Yeppers my sweet friend. Yeppers. 😉

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  15. Emily says

    October 23, 2014 at 5:39 am

    So true! And just what I needed to hear, been chewing on my own nasty rag for sometime now. Hard to look at it as a gift, sometimes. Thanks Chris!

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    • momcafe says

      October 25, 2014 at 11:44 pm

      I LOVE YOU EMILY!!! It is SO hard to realize this life is a gift, especially when you feel weighed down with so many heavy burdens and layers of stress and unresolved ‘stuff’. But the truth is- we still can embrace it as a gift. Even in the weight of it all. XOXO

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  16. Allie @ The lathckey Mom says

    October 23, 2014 at 12:08 pm

    Oh Christine, that is beautiful – and I agree. It is a gift, which we should be thankful for every day. Thank you for the reminder!@

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    • momcafe says

      October 25, 2014 at 11:41 pm

      Thanks so much Allie! Sometimes it’s hard to really treasure that gift – but it’s something miraculous really. This journey- all of it!

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  17. Dara says

    October 23, 2014 at 4:10 pm

    Wow….each climb or fall in between…..I love that line! I love how you use the analogy of the dirty rag…..such a good, tangible way of thinking about this! A nice reminder to praise him in all circumstances…..we were never promised perfection, In fact, we were told to expect trouble. Thanks for this.

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    • momcafe says

      October 25, 2014 at 11:31 pm

      And trouble there will ALWAYS be! Although there are times that I didn’t want to “praise him in all circumstances”- I am blessed when He calls me STRAIGHT to Him during troubling circumstances! Sometimes it takes the loud thunder of an MRI and the inspiration of Josh to get my attention! 🙂

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  18. Ceil says

    October 23, 2014 at 5:56 pm

    Hi Chris! How I love this song, and the way Josh Groban sings it. I am listening to the video as I write this…heaven!
    That whole rag analogy had me gagging a bit! LOL! Very vivid in my mind.
    I am so glad that God sent you his healing insight to relax during your MRI. (I hope whatever upset you on the way to the test worked out ok?) He always knows what will bring peace.
    Our lives are so important, I know I’ll never fully understand that truth. The more I am ready to be used and to be a blessing, the more he can use me for others. Just like you are doing here.
    I really enjoy your writing style Chris,
    Ceil

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    • momcafe says

      October 25, 2014 at 11:28 pm

      OH thank you so much Ceil!! I was really beat down- just too many things gone wrong and I was feeling incredibly defeated. NOTHING has changed- still some hard things (Finances mainly) but HE changed me. I am blessed. I truly am blessed. The rest will work itself out in time, and even if it doesn’t? I’m still BLESSED. That feels like peace… impenetrable peace. Perhaps? “And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” <----- That kind of peace is what I am talking about. 🙂

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  19. Karmen says

    October 23, 2014 at 7:13 pm

    Whoa. You took my breath away! This was so beautifully honest and encouraging. You are such a precious soul! So sensitive to the Holy Spirit. You are gifted, my friend–thanks for sharing that gift!

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    • momcafe says

      October 25, 2014 at 11:24 pm

      Oh Karmen!!! I just absolutely LOVE that you get it- you get me!! You get GOD!!! This moment was big. It turned my entire perspective around, and I cried writing this late that night in retrospect. It was an amazing breath of movement through me by the Holy Spirit. You are SO right! I love how God can use ALL circumstances to reach us!

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  20. Elizabeth says

    October 23, 2014 at 7:16 pm

    Life is a gift. I fully agree. I also know that God understands when we struggle to see that with our mortal perspective. Thank you for sharing your perspective and giving a sweet reminder. Beautiful.

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    • momcafe says

      October 25, 2014 at 11:21 pm

      Thanks Elizabeth!! It’s so easy to feel that ‘pull down’ from life’s circumstances… I’m so grateful we have this personal and loving God who will stretch out His Hands and pull us back out. 🙂

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  21. Candace says

    October 24, 2014 at 12:00 am

    I’m so sorry to hear about your pain, Chris! Praying for you, my sweet friend. This post is absolutely beautiful and so heartfelt! I remember when my son had 3 MRI’s over a year checking for a brain tumor. I was beside myself, but he had this incredible positive attitude. He would even say “I love my MRI’s!” He is inspiring, as are you :). Thanks for this reminder to be thankful for it all!

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    • momcafe says

      October 25, 2014 at 11:19 pm

      Oh Candace, I cannot imagine how terrifying that must have been for you!! What a beautiful thing to read about your precious son!!! I love that children have such a strength and inner joy that cannot be stifled! What a huge blessing for a worried mama!

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  22. Samantha says

    October 24, 2014 at 8:38 am

    thanksgiving on the lips and not complaining… the power of praise!

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    • momcafe says

      October 25, 2014 at 11:18 pm

      It’s a tricky thing, discouragement! It seeps in slowly sometimes and all of a sudden it grabs hold completely and tries to take us down. I am so thankful for those moments where God opens our eyes and says “LOOK AT THIS LIFE! YOU ARE BLESSED!”

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  23. Ginny Marie says

    October 24, 2014 at 12:12 pm

    I know that discouragement well, and some mornings it’s hard to get out of bed because I wake up with a feeling of dread. It’s wonderful to read your words of encouragement and to know I’m not alone!

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    • momcafe says

      October 25, 2014 at 11:16 pm

      You are so NOT alone Ginny!!! Life is HARD. We are human. Not the best mix! I just thank God for somehow pulling me toward His Perspective which helps tremendously… HE raises me up. Sometimes, I’m surprised at all the ways He does that. 🙂

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  24. Michele @ Family, Faith and Fridays says

    October 24, 2014 at 4:32 pm

    A beautiful reminder that if we keep our eyes on God discouragement cannot get the better of us! Thank you for sharing!

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    • momcafe says

      October 25, 2014 at 11:15 pm

      Exactly Michele!! And when we take our eyes off of Him, I just love that He pulls me right back. Sometimes it takes MRI bolts of sound and powerful music to do the trick. 😉

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  25. Rorybore says

    October 25, 2014 at 2:00 am

    Oh I just love that song!!! It makes me weepy Every Time.

    It was a rough week here too… danger. so. close. my friend’s mom having surgery to remove cancer the very same day. Insert rag. choke.
    Captain America’s shield is broken in the Avengers trailer.
    Captain America is very important to me.
    He’s THE hero. I got sads.

    But today I remembered as I watched the people gather along the Highway of Heroes.. saluting a fallen hero making his final journey to his resting place: there is beauty everywhere. There are people who live, laugh and love with us along this grand adventure called Life.
    But mostly: I too have a shield!
    and He’s unbreakable.

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    • momcafe says

      October 25, 2014 at 11:13 pm

      AMEN SISTER!!!! So beautifully said, dear friend. XOXO Praying for you and your friend’s mom!!! Danger lies lurking everywhere… it’s terrifying really. But as you said- our God is UNbreakable. We have His shield always… 🙂

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  26. Laura says

    October 25, 2014 at 8:00 pm

    I understand what you’re saying here. When we feel pain, fear, defeat…we are still living. And I know life is a precious gift that can be taken so unexpectedly. I want to soak in all life moment’s. Let them reverberate down to the depths of my heart and teach me the lesson that is no doubt hidden in there somewhere. Wishing you many blessings, Chris!

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    • momcafe says

      October 25, 2014 at 11:07 pm

      YES Laura!! Sometimes it takes an open heart and the thundering sounds of an MRI set to Inspiring music to shift our perspective… 🙂

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  27. another jennifer says

    October 27, 2014 at 1:38 am

    I hate that stupid rag. But perspective is a very beautiful thing. The crappy parts can bring some of the best parts later on.

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    • momcafe says

      November 1, 2014 at 6:19 pm

      And don’t you know it, my dear friend. Don’t you know it. Oh, how I love that you are living the best parts and I know they will continue for years to come!!

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  28. Carissa says

    October 27, 2014 at 2:54 pm

    Meeee! I’ve been dealing with this! I’ll admit it. Life’s been super frustrating for a while now. I’m just daily praying for strength to cope and stay encouraged.

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    • momcafe says

      November 1, 2014 at 6:13 pm

      Oh Carissa, I hear ya girl!! Praying for you right now… <3

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  29. Ilene says

    October 27, 2014 at 7:17 pm

    Given I’m a hot mess these days myself, I second what Alison said above.

    Perspective.

    Life is a gift. And all of the things in it that cause me grief on a daily basis is a gift. And Josh Groban is kind of hot. Just saying. xo

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    • momcafe says

      November 1, 2014 at 6:09 pm

      I still think you are doing “Ilene” incredibly well, love. You KNOW I believe in you with every single fiber of my being. You will make it to ‘there’… you WILL. And even though you feel you may have used up all your strength… there is another well you have yet to tap into. I just know it. <3

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  30. Meredith says

    October 27, 2014 at 8:12 pm

    Inspiring post Chris! It is SO hard to see the good sometimes when we stay bitter, and upset, and depressed. I’m always grateful for the little (and big) reminders to be grateful for everything this life has to offer!

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    • momcafe says

      November 1, 2014 at 6:06 pm

      Sometimes I get lost in the muck of things, ya know? Then BAM- something pulls that rag out and I am breathing fresh gratitude. I’m so grateful for those moments.

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  31. Bev says

    October 28, 2014 at 12:15 pm

    Beautifully written! It i so easy to get choked up on discouragement–it comes and goes throughout the weeks, days, hours. But is all about perspective, which I *try* to change when it’s got a strong-hold on me. It isn’t always easy, but when you can remove that rag, oh how great it feels!

    Hope everything is ok with your ankle.

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    • momcafe says

      November 1, 2014 at 5:48 pm

      I love best when I am choking on that rag and something remarkable happens unpredictably to tear it right out. Just like this… Sometimes it gets stuck, and oh, how that taste lingers!! I’m so grateful for those ‘aha’ moments to shift things so dramatically- giving me great clarity and gratitude. 🙂

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  32. Tammy says

    October 29, 2014 at 4:36 pm

    I am SUPER guilty of sucking on said rags! S U P E R
    Thank you for bringing my thoughts and meditations back to how blessed I am to even have the breath to suck it in. I ask forgiveness for all I’ve spewed out – yuck. I know that in all things God works for my good…and all means ALL.

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    • momcafe says

      November 1, 2014 at 4:47 pm

      All means ALL!!! It does taste awful, doesn’t it? Thank God for His Mercy!!

      Reply

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